i hate this.

i cant use the word hate, so i shall use dislike.

first of all, i dislike my parents and my brother (my family)
i have no words to discribe my screwed up family.
i dont even think im their real daughter.
well, im not. i know im not.

second of all,
my high fever and troat infection is killing me.
i dont feel like eating anymore, its just like shoving a knife down my troat.

third of all,
i want to die, i want to get out of this house.
i just wanna die.
i dislike my family to the core.
im not related to them,
they are not my real parents , he is not my real brother.
im not blood related to them.
I AM NOT!!!

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i rather have H1N1 now, i dont mind dying now.
im not scared anymore, i dont even want to eat my medicine anymore.

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[b]regina [/b] says:
Donnnt worrry too much okk
Alrighhhts .
Now , what is important is that you have to recover soon

janice says:
yea .
[b]regina [/b] says:
Nooow , show me a smile
froommmmm deeep deeep down of your heart
i dont want a fake one okkkk .
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janice says:
:)

[b]regina [/b] says:
<<<< SEEE .
COCO CHANEL !
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janice says:
haha thanks you made me laugh

[b]regina [/b] says:
Hahahas , .
thats what friends are for
like what you said .

janice says:
hahah thanks

thanks regina love :)
you really know how to cheer me up haha.