janicee.

2009-10-01T20:53:00.000+08:00

j-wimagination.livejournal.com

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livejournal

2009-07-25T09:39:00.003+08:00

hey people.
something wrong with my blogger. cant post pictures. hate it.
sooooooo i moved to livejournal, yes i have two livejournal
one private one new created.
my new livejournal is

http://j-wimagination.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

thanksyou, but tagbox will be still here,
soo tag everyday. and you can tag what i written on livejournal too.
PLEASE CONTINUE TAGGING ALRIGHT.
im desperate for tags hahahahha.
alright.
go read my livejournal.
NOW!

youu

2009-07-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

right, i skip work today cause im seriously tired.
no teacher allows me to sleep in class, and photo taking was horrible.
i need to take a break from school, man i hate this.
my hammy is driving me crazy cause she's pooping around like no one businnes. i need to clean it up hell.

im controlling my mood swing, its been soo hard for me.
one moment i could laugh with you, the next thing you know, your face is bleeding from the slap you recieve from me.
like what happen to my brother. i didnt know i hit him that hard. his cheek was bleeding and hell red.
well, its not my problem.
heh im a evil person, who cares.
i know you dont *wink*

well, see ya, i gotta change my word phrase from " son of a bitch" to ... who knows what.

my freaking computer got me soo pissed and f up. shit hell.

stupid

2009-07-22T16:47:00.008+08:00

woops another dead blog time eh. haven been blogging since, well. hmm, saturday? im seriously very very tired

i just got my hamster and guess what i name is Hammy, why? because it was a typical name.
oh i just had fun, laughing days with my friends.
but im sick and tired of having the same day routine everyday. hey its boring.
i want everyday to be fun and wild, and different things happen everyday , haha.
say asking the hottest guy in MY world to come to my sch?

Nolan Gerard Funk *points down*

!!!

oh my crap, isnt he hot? im gna melt soon haha.
soo hot! he's my next boyfriend, no stealing!
haha.
i got like the best neighbour ever too, cause i left my wallet outside my house,
then she came knocking my door, and told me i left my wallet outside and she's afraid someone will steal it.
awwww? right. haha. she also say Hammy was cuteee :)
anyways. im currently bankrupt too.but my kind aunt offered me a job at her pet shop (actually i alr got the job)
i could always pop by after school. and help out and ta-da im rewarded with $20.
:)
well, i gotta go bath Hammy.
and call someone heh. byeee.

a unusual adrenline fills me,
when you whisper close to my ear, and ssend me shivering down my spine.
something about you is so addictive,
and i guess i have to break my promise.
and you , stop guessing who he is
even if you guess. you'ill never know

stupid.

2009-07-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

yawn

2009-07-18T09:03:00.002+08:00

ohoh ballet and shopping later on,
oh hell i need money, i only have $60 in my hands.
i cant believe im reading all sorts of romance boook now.
heh. damn i need more dance lesson, i cant seems to have enough of dance lesson.
tsktsk.

oh you guys and girls *points* listen to this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dv-m5D8tLAA

:) well, loveeee heh.
oh did i mention, I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS.
i love them and heck yes they love me? haha. do they?
hm... hahaha.

dead.

2009-07-17T15:55:00.012+08:00

yesyes i know people, dead blog hahaa.
i had an awesome 3 days with my friends. hey i love them all.
and i have a great God, im not gna fall haha. just what im over __ already heh.
yaypeeee! haha. alright. jeremy wants me to play games with him soo see ya peeps.
there are pictures below showing you how well this 3 days have been :)
hahaha. pictures says a thousands words. :D
see ya peeps.

somethings wrong.

2009-07-14T17:41:00.003+08:00

[photography janicee]

You held my hand
No, I just can't let go

school was boring as usual. folding cranes have been addictive for me heh.

my dreams have been getting in the way, wth. i have been daydream the whole day.

its seems like ..

oh gosh no.

oh hell.

at you/

2009-07-13T19:20:00.006+08:00

(photographhy janicee)

finnally posted up a picture,

well thanks to you, *points finger* who kept rushing me .hell.

school was okay, thanks to cara the stupid lady who keep tickling me and making me laugh like some siao women came back alive.

heh.

ohoh. piano was fun. laughing my ass out trying to sight read

River Flows In You, well congrats me cause im moving on to the last page now :)

after 5 mth =="

ok laughing and chatting with regina like some siao lady

here are the convo. might not be funny to you. sicko us.

OK WHAT THE HELL, i cant upload cause the size is too big and my computer is running slow.

well hell. oh btw be shock, i have a photo of my friend and his brother.

yes thats my friend on the right and his brother on LADY GAGA left! omg

OK, me and regina talk 1st part, there's more story behind it.

(click to enlarge)

well.

2009-07-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

my computer is running slow . i hate it.
yesterday ballet was werid..
church was okay.
paarty was awesome ,
cause when i walk in i became the centre of attraction immediately instead of the 3 birthday boy =="

well, i steal the spot lighht :)
hahah.
seeya/

f

2009-07-11T09:44:00.002+08:00

ballet in the morning.
church in the evening.
Party in the night.
oh my gosh i cant wait for the party.
my aunt already made my appointment for photoshoot.
and is freaking cheep $800 !! damn cheep la.
(yes i got it for half price cause of my aunt)
yes. tonight im gng to meet my aunt and her friends over at the party!
damn i need to leave church early or i have to take a taxi.

hmm, i wonder if huiyu is gng.
ashely wouldnt bare to not let her attend haha
*winkwink*

hello goodbye, our goodbye.

2009-07-10T10:24:00.003+08:00

skip sch yesterday and went shopping,
how was it you say,?
lets just say we slap a guy who drove a red ferari :)

im currently in school camp, watching some michel jackson music video.
while they are watchng im blogging.
i must say i agree his dance move are killer .
but i still hate him ( no offence M.J. lovers)
well i gotta go,
hop on to livejournal .
see ya peeps.
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I ran straight into his open arms with my tears flowing all over my face,
he tighten his arms that was around me,
his fingers played and stroke my hair
" its safe now, im here, its going to be okay.." he murmured so softly, only for my ears.
my arms went around him, and he hug me closer to him.
my love i say.

camp /

2009-07-08T20:26:00.002+08:00

people make tiny mistake that cause them a life.

corner/

2009-07-07T14:49:00.002+08:00

If it need'nt noisy here, Only wants quite behind of hullabaloo

So please pick up the fragments of the emotions,

And keep them in the corner of the mind.

In this corner, i dont want to tell everyone.

But i would like to tell you.

In this corner, i found none.

But a mirror that reflects me.

Where is my wanted?, maybe in the corner.

The world so big, where's your heart?

Home aint a home to me.
Family, aint a family to me.
now im facing..

im over at livejournal for the moment.

2009-07-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

freaking love how she dress , oh im so gng to dress like that one fine day .

the pain a feel physically, is nothing compared to the pain i feel emotionally.

rush.

2009-07-04T09:57:00.002+08:00

man im sick for being sick .
i gotta get myself out, and start swiming.
i havent been swimming for quite a while ,
or maybe 1 years? excluding the swimming programe we had.
hmm, im still sick.
i cant believe i missing ballet and church aagain.
oh well, this is the cost i have to pay for being sick.

i hate this.

2009-07-03T22:25:00.004+08:00

i cant use the word hate, so i shall use dislike.

first of all, i dislike my parents and my brother (my family)
i have no words to discribe my screwed up family.
i dont even think im their real daughter.
well, im not. i know im not.

second of all,
my high fever and troat infection is killing me.
i dont feel like eating anymore, its just like shoving a knife down my troat.

third of all,
i want to die, i want to get out of this house.
i just wanna die.
i dislike my family to the core.
im not related to them,
they are not my real parents , he is not my real brother.
im not blood related to them.
I AM NOT!!!

[edit-ed]

i rather have H1N1 now, i dont mind dying now.
im not scared anymore, i dont even want to eat my medicine anymore.

[edit-ed again]

[b]regina [/b] says:
Donnnt worrry too much okk
Alrighhhts .
Now , what is important is that you have to recover soon

janice says:
yea .
[b]regina [/b] says:
Nooow , show me a smile
froommmmm deeep deeep down of your heart
i dont want a fake one okkkk .
.
janice says:
:)

[b]regina [/b] says:
<<<< SEEE .
COCO CHANEL !
.
janice says:
haha thanks you made me laugh

[b]regina [/b] says:
Hahahas , .
thats what friends are for
like what you said .

janice says:
hahah thanks

thanks regina love :)
you really know how to cheer me up haha.

H1N1

2009-07-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

yesyes, omg,
i cant believe i have high chances of H1N1,
screw H1N1,
3 symtoms, fever that tempt keep going up, major sore troat and headache :(
but thanks to Jiaqi who gave me 2 panadol, my headache went down.
and im freaking proud of myself , you know why?
CAUSE I FREAKING FORCE DOWN MY TROAT A BOWL OF FISH PORRIAGE,
yes it taste disgusting, sick, ewwww.
but yea, i forces it down my trroat, and i think im gng to puke.
ewww.
im not gng to falll, H1N1 wouldnt get the best of me.
watch me recover in the name of Jesus :)

movie.

2009-07-01T15:38:00.002+08:00

i didnt use my computer for quite a while.
getting a laptop soon :)
hmm, today was damn pissed. (shall not talk about it)
and people who knows you know what,
isnt it obivious alr? just stop asking me, its damn irratating.
i just wanna concentrate on my studies
alright tomorlow going to watch phantom of the opera at jiaqi house :)
now watching material girl, just my luck and monster in law. bye./

im in love with a boy from chicago;

2009-06-27T09:46:00.000+08:00

What do I do?
I miss you, so
You held my hand
No, I just can't let go

Pick me in a jet
We can get married on the moon
And listen, my hearts weak too
So I wrote this for you

I'm in love with a boy from Chicago
His last words remain
And now I'm left wondering why?
I sit alone and cry
I'm waiting...

Hey yeah

I fell in love
It broke my heart
We need to be together
Instead of falling apart

When he touched my lips
It was hard to swallow
But if he went to hell
Then I'd still follow

I'm in love with a boy..

I try to let this go
but my hearts aches with you
And I'm sorry that I made this song
Cry as hard as I do

When I'm with you
I feel like i'm dreaming too
i'm thinking about you
i can't get you out of my head
I don't know about you
But I meant every word that I said

I borrowed money for a train
A highway robbery
Can I make this any more clear
I'm still not over you

boy from Chicago

boom

2009-06-26T09:32:00.001+08:00

heading to breakfast at amk,

to yishun library to do chinese

live journal is killing me, so is chinese.

live journal.

2009-06-25T12:15:00.001+08:00

hopping to live journal for a moment ,

out with Regina at woodlands library.

project fashion.

bored much?

2009-06-24T10:50:00.003+08:00

hmm, nothing to say much.
yesterday night stayed up to 3am, fell aslp on a pile of magazine.
stupid english speech, tsk, i have no idea what to do ,
at least it still something interesting, fashion :)

im super tired, i need a friend to go shopping with.
and to go out with, tsk, i haven buy my bag la.
fishcake,
i feel soo lifeless, i need to go hyper and crazy like i used to.
oh i miss my friends.
hmm, i shall spend alone time and hit the library alone today :)

oh Mr derick is entering Singapore Idol today, those who know him support him
dress well cause you might be interviewed,
make it at 1pm at marina bay floating stage, cause he will be performing at 2.
thanks peeps.

raise our voices/.

2009-06-22T10:30:00.005+08:00

{photography; by unknown}
i forget who took this hahaha.

im falling in love with Kris Allen voice!
its just so flawlesss, i love the song, Falling slowly by him!
omg, so damn flawless.
man Gwen is down with high fever :( i really wish she could go today.
but :( nevermind,. get well soon Gwen :)
NATHALIE AKA PIG BRAIN IS COMING BACK TODAY,
IM SOO HAPPY. 10 DAYS WITHOUT HER, IM BREAKING APART!
nathalieeeee you have to tell me everything & you better miss me
cause i miss you like hell!
running late for regional camp?
gng to change now haha byeee.
hope i wouldnt be lonely.
oh pray hard that i could speak up and make new friends
ahhaa.

[edit-ed]

im freaking bored, okay bye.

stand strong oh janice, stand strong, wipe away the tears in your eyes.
you know whats gng to happen next, judging judging and more of it.
soo yea stand strong,no weapon against you shall remain.
God did everything for a reason, wipe that tears away.
just laugh it off, everything will be alright.

prepare

2009-06-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

prepare for the worst,
prepare for the judgement from people.
yes, i'm gng to get judge by people badly in their minds.
but im gng to just laugh it off,
you know why cause i did this for God :)
the talk was great, but it hurts so....
yeap gna stand out strong for God.
hope i dont break down *cross finger*

NATHALIEEE WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK
pleaseeee come back i got alot to tell you.
its been 10 days, !!
haha you know i only trust you the most aye?
FASTER LA FLY BACK LA.

sleepless .

2009-06-21T09:55:00.003+08:00

i cant believe i only slept for 1 hour,
i stayed up awake for 9 hours without sleeping.
just tossing around in my bed talking to Jesus.
im just breaking apart,
i want to obey God, but its hurting me alot.
i want to go encounter.
i want to find a person to talk to that i could really trust.
im afraid people will judge.
:(
im breaking apart

hiding from reality.

2009-06-20T12:09:00.002+08:00

[photography by nathalie]

peek-a-boo.

okay. i miss nathalie and she's coming home tomorlowwwww :D
yaypee.
going sentosa for 98.7 beach party later :)
man, i want to shop!
haha.
TTYL

missing people.

2009-06-19T12:12:00.005+08:00

[photographhy by janice]
Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you.
Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you.
Yes, I will help you.
Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness.
Isa 41:10

2 more days till pig brain is back.
argh, can you just fly back now? im soo bored,
i wanna go your house and watch moviee like crazy
do our music video like crazy and laugh like crazy
miss the fun and your laughter. ahhaha.
ahahaha. miss ya :D

stupid bunny go shanghai only shop like 3hr,
waste of time waiting n doing nth at home.
tsktsk.
if i were you, and in shang hai
i shop like crazy alr, you 1 bag , i 500 bag home :D

[edit-ed]
oh been rotting at home whole day,
but surprisingly, instead of gaining a kg, i lost a kg.
maybe because i have been skiping breakfast and dinner these few days.
i dont wanna lie anymore, i dont wanna be a slave to the devil.
i pray that God hears my prayer and guide me through what im facing.
i cant stand lying to you anymore,
im sorry.

gone.

2009-06-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

Bunny is gone, went to shanghai this morning :(
Pig brain is sttill gone, coming back on Sunday :(

so damn lonely now,
good thing my pillow has stayed with me since young :D
hahaah.
ok need to eat,
TTYL.

Nathalieeeee,
i miss you so damn much, could you just fly over to singapore now?!

reality.

2009-06-17T08:45:00.002+08:00

[no pictures]

upload picture soon .
i dreamt of everything going right,
i dreamt of my cousin all gathering at my house,
we played and talk alot. :)
but i woke up due to my stomach pain
i told myself " time to face reality."

something troubling me, maybe alot.
i could speak up and say the truth,
and get judge by others.
dont say you wouldnt but face it,
people judge in their mind.
i could shut up and hide under this mask im wearing,
and pretend nothing happen,
but its gna hurt alot and im lying to myself.

Oh Lord, im in neeed of you,
damn no church this week :(

shop.

2009-06-16T08:54:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to shop.
cant find my levis jeans, man this sucks.
i neeed to restock up my closet again.
im buying new things for school too.
damn i need to shop.
haha i saved $250 :D
2 more weeks and $300 here i come .
shit im late for piano again.
see ya :)
TTYL.

no phone no pictures.

2009-06-15T09:46:00.004+08:00

[no pictures again.]

my dad wanted me to buy samsung omega yesterday
cause he say its good
but wth, i wouldnt want to stuck with a phone i dont like for 2 years.
so i decided not to buy phone
cause i need a phone cause of the camera,sms,call,mp3.
soo, im buying an itouch or ipod nano instead.
i mean im still loving my phone haha,
soo yeap, my dad gng to bring me to buy my itouch or ipodnano this week :)
then im gng to get my photoshoot and laptop i dont care, i want it all :)
(i sound spoild dont i ? haha )
ok back to watching paris hilton BBF :)
addicted.
bye.

people learn to judge in their own mind,

[edit-ed]

oh screwed up piano lesson time, change to tomorlow 945am :(
went to safra childcare to pick up my brother.
yes, my brother is an eager beaver hahaha.
walked in just when everyone was playing and running around.
asked for my brother and became the centre of attention,
small kids crowded around me,
one girl was pulling my shirt from behind trying to get my attention.
i turn and bend down and smile at her.
she said " jiejie, are you a model?,you're soo taalll."
i said" no, i wish i was, "
she said" i wish i was a model too."
haha,
yeap then i made friends with her and continue chatting with her while waiting for my brother.
she's cute aint she, amanda :D
haha cuteeee.
tmr bringing my brother and his friends to play bowling, hope i see her again :)
hhaha

scream.

2009-06-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

i want to scream out everything im facing,
but i was silence by the reality.

7 days till nath is back :(
awww, i miss you pig brain
miss the laughter & the fun.
soo much to tell you when you're back.

bad mood.

2009-06-13T10:56:00.003+08:00

[no pictures]

not in a good mood today,
going for a moviee with AMELIAA! later :)
hope everything would be better.

Great Singapore Sales is here and i havent spend a dollar on anything.
i need to get my hands on some pretty damn nice dresses and shirts.
still loving my new future and levis jeans :)
change room with the guest room and now i have a smaller room
haven change the closet though.
yes, finnaly i have a Massage chair and a mni television in my room.
im loving the big mirror too.
i too haven been treatmenting my hair,
i think im going to treatment my hair at night.
skipping dinner again, oh my gosh i only ate dinner and some nath special sandwhich yesterday
oh i miss nath soo much,
i need to talk to someone, im breaking apart.

why oh why do people hate each other
why do people restrict other people from doing something.
stop controlling!

homework?

2009-06-12T10:43:00.004+08:00

[no pictures]

decided to do my homework this morning,
ransacked my whole bag & room trying to find it but failed.
i think i lost it, or left it in thailand. oh well.
find a excuse like " my dog eat my homework,"
yeap gng movie with AMELIAAA (love her)
Ghost of Girlfriend past :D
ahhh,hahah anyone wants to join?
watch before edge. soo yeap :)
ahahaha.
okay currently downloading maple for my brother =="
how lame. but im gng to be even lamer by playing it due to boredness hahaha.
okay gotta go byeee peeps.
im learning how to do dance hoedown throwdown dance by miley cyrus in her movieee :)
cool eh?

oh btw people
Nathalie is in malaysia.
please pray for her and her church member safety :)
and that they dont get swine flu
CARA TOO! she's going to austrillia :)
thanks peeps :)
love ya, and love bunny too
:D

[edited 11:06am]

im pissed.

phone addict

2009-06-11T18:35:00.007+08:00

ok soo peeps.
my dad ask me to choose to buy a phone or a itouch
cause im giving my phone to my lil bro. =='
soo dont message 97322391 cause my bro is using hahaha.
yup geting a new phone and im having headache finding it
going tru all the phones just to find a phone i want.
been into touch phones lately so yea.
find 2 phone that i love!
here are the pics and quailty of the phone
help me choose pleaseeeee :)
love ya :D

First stop ; Lg RENIOR.

Second stop; Samsung pixon

hahah what i love about both phone is the 8 megapixes of the phone
a right phone for me, would be a good camera and a good memory storage :)
and also good media player hahaha.
soo which phone?! ahhh im gng gaga hahahah.
[deleted]

slpy.

2009-06-11T10:55:00.001+08:00

oh yesterday movie, Monster VS Alien was damn funny hahah.
we had the sit RIGHT INFRONT. oh my neck is damn pain but who cares haha.
then it was like 3D, damn cool :)
haha after the moviee, went to candy empire,
called nath to ask if she wants anything & it was a bad idea.
she made me find like mad.
then went to toys r'us?
it was damn fun inside,
barbie doll section full of pink was bunny brain favourite, right? hahaha.
man i love the doggy soft toy :(
but still love pink heart carebear most hahhahaha.
gng to buy that on my birthday :D
man im freaking tired.
its 10:52AM
oh my gosh.

im currently makeing like toasted bread with ham and melted cheese in between,
sounds nice, wonder if its nice too, hahaha.
well i shall go see if its ready,
see ya peeps :)

movie?

2009-06-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

out for a movieee, at vivo :D

my closet is gna be messed up.

oh well.

bye people.

early birds.

2009-06-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

nathalie,
our dream come truee .
*winkwink*
hahaahaha.

[edit-ed 4.52pm]

oh today was super funnn! :D
went piano in the morning, then went to interchange to sit 855
with christopher & nath.
the wait was long.
but smiles and laughter started when we reach our destination haha.
meet Chriss first then headed to his house and
bring his 2 dogs out for a walk at botanical garden,
the walk was fun,tirring, hot, sweaty,
then settled at this place and pangseh christopher and chriss
( allowing them to have their men to men talk.)
haha. camwor-ed like mad with pig brain.
went back and brought leaves for them as souveniors.
went back to chriss house and leave the dogs
and headed to my favourite place,
ISLAND CREAMRY :)
pig brain and i , still have out inside joke,
after that we headed to chriss house.
walk around finding his picture that has his spec on but failed :(
played a little hide and seek but the boys found us.
:( nevermind after that chriss has to go for his trainning so we left.
camwored again on the bus,
and wow, candid shot all the way.
haha love today. pictures coming up below :)

haha.
nath our dream come true eh? hahaha
the boys now are BGFFL :D
hahahahahaha.

picture of you, pictures of me.

2009-06-09T20:55:00.000+08:00

moviees marathon./

2009-06-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

[no pictures.]

not in the mood of pictures.

went to nathalie house to watch 2 movies,
"Ahlong pte ltd" & "200 pounds beauty."
we laugh soo much that my stomach hurts.
hahaha.
im still happy that i got asked out to watch moviee ahaaha,
okay see ya. :)

when i close my eyes, you're all that i see.

sleepless night/

2009-06-07T10:49:00.001+08:00

[no pictures]

tossing and turning around my bed,
i cant sleep last night.
now im having cramps because of yesterday ballet class,
my cut still hurts alot.
oh im hungry yet i dont feel like eating.
maybe shall just get some drinks
im avoiding gastric again.

currently watching " another cinderella story"
how i wish i could dance like selena gomez.
im gng to train harder now.

roses are reds.

2009-06-06T14:51:00.000+08:00

{photography; by janice}

Ballet lesson in the morning,
now im preparing to church,
gng alone again :(
nathalie cant come church :(
awww. damn sad
nevermind im gng church for God :)
bye.

ohohohoh

2009-06-05T09:35:00.000+08:00

yay peeps im back from bankok,
i know alot people miss me right? hahahaha,
esp pig brain la, every post also post about me hahaha :D

now i miss bankok and living in a house bigger then chriss hahaa. imagine that people.
haha yesterday i cleared almost EVERYTHING in my closet,
now my clothes doesnt have alot, soo need to go shop again.
going back thailand on last week of holiday i think,
my aunt and me haven finish shopping haha,
:D
I miss Aunt June, Aunt Jane,Grandma, and the bigbig house there.
:(

[edit-ed]

man im bored to death, i wanna go out !!
but pigbrain is going to rachel house :( and im stuck at home eating a whole piece of chocolate,
damn big, cant finish, shall ssafe is for later.
man, oh my brother almost die in thailand damn funny,
ask me what happen :D
hhahaha.
IM BORED TO DEATH,
I WANNA GO OUT! :(

what i miss.

2009-06-02T10:46:00.000+08:00

I miss Dance
I miss my Bed
I miss my pillow
I miss Jaberwockys
I miss the stupid weather
I miss Pig brain(NATHALIEE)
but mostly i miss
is those unstoping smses and msgs from
......

Im loving webcaming session with my friends
Im loving the place where im staying now
Im loving the song im listening to now
Im loving what im wearing and buying
Im loving shopping like some idiot.
Im loving the places i visits
Im loving the windy weather
but im aint loving
my phone,

I wish that pig brain was here.
I wish i could go shopping now.
I wish ...... could online now.

thailand

2009-05-31T17:29:00.000+08:00

yes, i have safety landed in thailand :)
well, i just did 5 hours of shoppping and bought many thing !!!!
hahahaha
ok well, IM LIVING AT AUNT JUNE HOUSE AND ITS A PALACE!!
ALTHOUGHT ITS ONLY ONE STORY,
ITS FREAKING BIGG! HAHAH
having a feast tonight, oh gna be fat.
wish nath and... was here haha thenn this would be damn fun hahaha.
ook gtg go :) byeeeee
update again when i have time.

sing sing sing/

2009-05-30T11:10:00.000+08:00

{photography; by regina.}

hahaha look at my cutee gummies bear :D haha.
didnt go for ballet today cause need to take care of shan shan.
today i think im gng to be lonely at church, but who cares.
im going to church for God! :)
hahaha i think God just gave a vision yesterday,
but i wasnt really sure, maybe its just my imagination.
hahaha me? as a net leader? haha, i dont even have a cell/net, or lessons haha.
and my parents wouldnt allow me to go cell/net.
hhahah,
okay, im meeting nathalie for macs at 4.30pm, and church with ellenca :D
haha
flying to thailand tomorlow morning at 4 am :(
man i'ill miss alot of people.
ok bye.

you've got a smile that can lighten this whole town,
or maybe just lighten up my day.
wth am i writing about hahahahahaahaha.

new friends

2009-05-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

long time since i talk to my seniors :) esp, rachel :)
hahhaha (L) them,
meet new friends and all.
:D
ahhaha ok prepare to sleep, ballet and church tomorlow again.
oh im flying to thailand in 2 days :)

proven .

2009-05-29T15:28:00.001+08:00

{photographs will be uploaded at night.}

how i wish i could see Jesus,
oh im desprately screaming out to you Jesus!
IM SOO IN NEED OF YOUUUUU!

screw-ed.

2009-05-28T16:18:00.001+08:00

oh,
i wondered should i consider today a screwed up day or one of my happy day. :)

screwed up because,
my favourite teacher, mrs ang,
caught me using my phone during maths again.
& she told my dad. im soo gna get scolding.
& then.. SHE TOLD MY DAD MY RESULT ALL DROP except for maths.
im like wtf?! my dad was super angry with me for using phone in class and also droping result.
what the hell!!
this is like the first time i get soo high for english, please la, where got drop!!! walao :(
damn sad nevermind,

happy day because..
hahah somethings are just better left unsaid right?
ahahaha :)
(L)

ok so after school went nath house, theen went home.
oh i shall enjoy my time cooking cup noodle and using com.
then later at night face the music from my dad.
and face the floods of words at night too, frm my mum.
byeee people :)
pray that my parents dont check my phone or confiscate my phone :)

injured.

2009-05-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

no pictures upload today.

haha, oh my gosh,
nafa test today was like screwed!!
i fell at sit up, but no one see.
i fell while practicing standing broadjump but no one see.
BUT I FELL IN THE PARADE SQUARE
during shutter run,
and many pairs of eyes saw!
oh my gosh, soo embarassing and pain.
had 7 cuts ,
was all bleeding like mad,
but i was forced to run again,
so i ran. and got 11sec, what the relief.
went to get 5-6 plaster to cover the wounds.
oh my gosh, damn painful !!
after school went to nathalie house cause i was scared to go home hahaa.
then was bored soo we did some funny videos; haha.
i'ill upload if i can
meanwhile, I SHALL GO EAT MY DINNER WHILE WAITING.

[edit-ing]

I cant get your smile out of my mind
I think bout your eyes all the time
Beautiful but you dont even try
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now Im speechless
Over the edge and just breathless
I never thought that Id catch this
Love bug again
:)

taken.

2009-05-26T19:36:00.001+08:00

{photography; janice}

trip to mount faber & hort park : hate it. ( tiring,hot,scared)

conversational malay class : boring.

after school-nathalie house : got a shock of my life .

after the shock of my life : ......................

im not telling, soo people dont ask me :)

phone addict.

2009-05-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

during piano lesson...
my teacher took a sneak peek into my inbox.
oh my goshh!!!
she was using my phone whhen i went out of the room!!
then .
teacher: " wa, your bfriend ar? DONT LIE TO ME."
me : *shows dont know sign and laugh*
hhahaha soo during the whole piano lesson
i was laughing, because my teacher keep asking ahahahahaha.

when im with you.

2009-05-25T14:44:00.001+08:00

{photography: by janice}

this pictures tells me how beautiful is our world,
and how great is our God,
He create this beautiful world,
but we turned it upside down.

yesterday, my aunt and cousin came to my house to give my mum her bag.
then we went to eat at yishun 81.
then my aunt bought me a levis watch :D
haha i couldnt choose between the black and the white one so i had help ahhaha.
ok today, conversational malay class was quite funny for me.

so we had to write this compo about ourself? then i wrote this .
in malay
" some people in this class is cool, such as chriss."
( i know he's not in my class or my school hahaha, but its cool right?)
haha soo i said my compo to my teacher,.
soo she was pointing at the class list and just looking for someone name chriss.
then SHE STOP AT CHRISTINA LIANG NAME! hahahahahahahahahahahhaha
it was damn funny. then i keep laughing then i couldnt continue.
but i did continue anyway :D
haha
i gotta go learn my french for piano alr.
wish me luck hahaha.
(wth do we need to learn french for piano?)
haha.

1 week.

2009-05-24T09:34:00.000+08:00

im grounded by my parents for a week,
but guess what?
i dont care. :D
ask me out people ask me out!

im eat nth yesterday except for drinks and sweet.
and i aint hungry :D

i fall yesterday at northpoint in front of everyone.
and got laugh by this uncle :(

nathalie is singing right now in church
yet im missing it.

i had a very sweet beautiful dream last night
but my parents woke me up because they want me to eat breakfasst.
:( my sweet dream.. my beautiful disaster..
oh how i wish i could go back to sleep now,
and dream the same dream again.

[edit-ed]
oh my gosh,
my dad cancelled his order that he bought my 16gb itouch online.
because it would arrive around july =="
and..
he's gna buy it for me in 18 days :D
hahaha im freaking happy.
yay im gna get my vaio/apple laptop, my LG renior phone, and my itouch :D
im freaking happy.
:D

I WANT TO WATCH A

MOVIEEE! :)

lazy sleeping people

2009-05-23T08:52:00.000+08:00

i didnt take any pictures lately,
oh how i wish to screwed the lady who cut my hair.
oh how i wish i could rewind time and bring back my hair.
oh my hair has soo many layers, yes its thin but it looks damn thick, wth.
oh how i wish everyone would reply my msg now!!!
oh how i wish money grows on my mini garden outside my house.

wishing with my fingers cross,
upon the shooting star that flew across the dark sky,
i close my eyes and wish hard.
that i could bring back time,
& erased the mistake i've done.
oh my poor hair,
i did you wrong.

{edit-ed}

okay, this is random , but iive think it through.
should i permently curl my hair, (like taylor swift tight curls)
or just like me hair be the way it is. straighten :)

phone calls.

2009-05-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

{photography by nat.}
oh my gosh today movie night was okay.. FUN....HAPPY...shocking..screaming?
ahha.
soo went to christopher house, with nat and 2 other church members from nat church.
soo yea. they wanted to watch coming soon, soo they watch and i hide behind the sofa and called chriss :D haha then he started laughing at me :(
then after that, 5 min later they change to taken.
ok soo watch... ok werid. the guy is killing innocent people. haha.
then the ending was like retarded and stupid =="
i think the writter get bored while writting and think
" wth, i write this for 5 mths or so alr, i shall just give some stupid ending."
haha joking :D
then after that they wanted to watch the stupid clown show
and i hide behind the sofa and called chriss again. and he laugh at me again!
then i scream cause nat scream =="
then i went home.
hahaa super dark,scary,quiet :(
but i overcome :) with the help of God and chriss msging me keeping me like un aware of the dark scary quiet surroundings hahah. thanks :D
ok i gota go bath. im stinky, thhe walk from christopher house to mine is hot!! and sweaty :(
and i almost trip while running again.

i blame me.

2009-05-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

[post deleted]

i have no rights to blame anyone here.
God did everything for a reason.
yes, my hair is no longer as straight as before.
no longer as long as before.
no longer as nice as before.
maybe God has a plan , i dont know.
im just really sad that my hair is ...
(no word to describe)
im freaking really super extremly sad :(
tears rolling down my cheeks like tap water running at high speed.
:(
Goodbye my long,beautiful,straight. hair.

bored.

2009-05-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

damn bored.
trying out test in facebook.
scored 70% on nat test
edit later on :)

[edited]

my dad is still deciding to buy me ipod touch or not.
good reason for buying.
-my brother spoild my mp3 2 times. n lost his 3 times
(different mp3 each time, left it in taiwan tower )
- i got 81/100 for maths
(two add together)
- i got 43/70 for chinese
-i got 50/70 for english

reasons for not buying.
-i get everything i want
(he thinks he's spoiling me)
-im getting a new phone and a vaio/apple laptop.
- i failed home econ
(but who cares im droping it anyway,)
- i get 55++ for science,history,geo and just pass my lit.

haha. damn retarded.
bad news,
my phone must wait till i come back from thailand then can buy :(
cause its $398. :(
poor phone, wait for me, i'ill promise i get you out of that shop, and box.
and you will be walking around the street, being my best damn acessories :)
haha. this is random.
hhaha ok byeee people

more pictures.

2009-05-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

sentosa, model.

2009-05-19T16:21:00.000+08:00

today was sooooo fun and a blast.

went sentosa with nath, put our feets deep into the sea and sand,

put tanning oil many times and yes we got tann :)

wearing shades around like a big super star,

and acting like idiots lying on the bench sun tanning :)

haha i love that girl

(pictures below)

we saw peacock, and we made friends with this old man who works there,

he's damn kind :)

haha we weere the first to reach sentosa, cause it was 9.30am when we reach there :)

morning sun is great :)

after that went to bath and walk around camworing like mad.

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hahah :)

then got lost in the carpark, and the best damn thing happen

we walk pass zara.

then this american hair stylist came and ask me if i want to do my hair

AND I BECAME HIS HAIR STYLIST MODEL FOR A DAY

oh my gosh, i have curly hair now :)

he style my hair for free :)

hahaha damn happy

then i help him attracted a costumer :)

hahah this is a damn lucky chance,

haha very few 14 years old girl get to be an hair stylist"s model for a day eh? ahhaha

pictures are down stairs hahaha. enjoy. bye.

oh, im just speechless :)

2009-05-18T19:38:00.000+08:00

{photography by;janice}
this photo reminds me of the day nath came to church with me and i bought her 2 kinder joy and stole this cute toy from her while at sembawang starbucks with her church members hahah.

im left speechless today,
& i cant seems to stop laughing and smiling to myself,
oh quick take out your phone and call the doctors.
cause janice is going crazy :)
hahaha.

home-econ was screwed up.
nath abandon me :(
and im brother drank the yami yougurt.
but im not sad hahahahah.
*smiles. & Laugh.*

God's promises are truee :)

coolest people on earth.

2009-05-17T13:23:00.000+08:00

{photography;orathai}
pss, miss that girl.

in the summer I miss you , in the winter I miss you.
&
you got me asking
Where did you go huh?
Why did you leave?
where did my heart go...

posting at live jornal,
tears of reasons,
but defintity not tears of joy.

who can i turn to,
i want to talk to God, but i recieve no answer.
who can i turn to,
i feel so alone,
who can i turn to,
this tears arent controllable.
who can i turn to,
:'(

aint a holiday for me.

2009-05-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

shoping at bugis with nath ,retarded werid cool bestfriend.
she bought one dress for her mum and herself and i bought a dress for myself :)
tomorlow going to her church haha.
im in love with a song. its damn cool, ahhhhh. althought is sad but im still inlove with it :)
k bye.
im going to nath church tomorlow :D
damn happyyy! haha

Now
in the summer I miss you & in the winter I miss you

You took a holiday from us
Took a trip & left your love
If your heart wasnt down forever
You should have told me where it was
You took a holiday from me
I guess you needed to be free
Would have loved you with no measure & now you got me asking
Where did you go huh?
Where did my heart go?
Why did you leave?
This aint no holiday for me

[edit-ed]

damn down now.
i feel soo unwanted.

failed./

2009-05-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

{photography by janice}

haha cool eh? thats my wall paper :D
haha cause janice is daarn cool eh? :D
ok soo yesterday sleep at 4am, not gna say who lost,
but now i owe chriss candy empire (isnt it quite obivious who lost)
:( ahha
shopping later with retarded and werid bestfriend nathalie :)
haha.
love, bye.
oh btw

Happy birthday sherrie tan :)
old one year already,
tsktsk, need buy you walking stick then black dye,
cause white hair is coming out yea? haha
this is retarded,lame and random
haha stay pretty my dear and love ya :)

keys.

2009-05-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

(post deleted)

ok janice, its 12.17 am now, 5 hour and 43 min more then you can sleep.
stay awake, stay very awake!!
im not gna treat chriss to candy empire :D
hahaha
*slap face to keep awake*

lastest accesories

2009-05-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

{photography by orathai}

haha look what i scoop up from my picture files :)
haha its last year at escape theme park
can see my green contacts and brown highlights :)
wow i changed haha.
today was a blast with my cool haha bestfriend and my cool retarded bestfriend nat.
this old man wanted to steal cara and my stuff, and he wanted to kidnapped cara i think :(
then my haha bestfriend would be gone :(
haha.
i waiting for my cool bestfriend to talk to me haha.
wonder what time he ends school haha
byeeee :)

[edit-ed]

Do not worry, its coming to an end.
The sad will rejoice.
The tearful will be tearless.
The worried will be free.
The heavy burdened will be light.
The broken will be mend.
The lost will be found.
Do not worry.
-quote from ellenca blog.

i will put on that smile, no matter how sad i am now.
cause everything happen for a reason,
God never put us in pain and sadness for nothing
althought i dont know the reason, God's know well.
He's knows what gng to happen next and i dont.
even if it hurts me badly, im still gna stand strong.
for God and God only.
im wouldnt drop a tear and nothing.
im just gna smile and have faith :)

addicted to you.

2009-05-14T18:00:00.001+08:00

{photogaphy by; nat}

silent game gave me a silent hurt.

the sun shone its light upon the glistening waves.
trees dancing with the rythemic wind.
pluck in and blast my lullaby,
trying to calm myself .
i didnt work...

(im not sad, just down.)

he's my lastest accessory :)

2009-05-13T14:51:00.001+08:00

{photography by janice}

nathalie look damn cute in this picture.

haha. ok soo today history was dead, i didnt manage to finish, well,, section c just do alittle bit,
my mind wasnt in the history test, im still in my shopping mood, dont feel like studying.
but it wasnt really that hard execpt for section c, haha, was daydreaming half way while doing the test.
well, after test , me and nat went to bugis.
wanted to buy a dress/shirt for saturday church, but ended up buying a beach dress :)
love it. im going to go shopping for saturday dress/shirt tomorlow.
need a hot pink shirt/dress asap. although today have a hot pink vintage beach dress :D
haha.
after that me and nat went back to yishun i saw my ah ma,auntie and meiyi jiejie :)
cant wait for beach party and old folks home visit :)
haha, that "very" cool chriss , made me addiicted to this song , damn nice la.
tsk, haha
ok byeeeee everyone, im still thinking should i study or not.
cause if i study and get high marks, = apple laptop.
if no study and passs = vaio laotop.
hahahaha
soo how how! tsk tsk.
hhaha ok byeeeeeee :)

They see my Gucci bag
Loving my Juicy tag
They like the shoes I wear
They wanna see me shine
The latest custom line
Snap snap it’s photo time

Ooh he’s the latest thing I match with all my clothing
I scoop him up right from the stores soon as they open
Where ya get it from was he on sale now everybody wants to know
He can go with me anywhere I go cuz he goes with everything I own

its alright its okay :D

2009-05-12T14:56:00.001+08:00

{photography by janice}

today was super fun, found out something saddening, but its alright its okay janice,
everyone has flaws, just learn to accept it and change :)

ok 3 things i want to say.
first traveling around part of yishun today with nathalie :)
love her.
ok so this is conversation number 1, damn funny.

janice: i need to pee.
nat : go pee la.
janice: i must resist the temptation to pee.
*both laugh like mad*
i dont know why i said that hahaha.

ok next nathalie was like saying about this advertisement
" Love the squeeze, now feel the warm."
then she say till damn funny, then i laugh like mad then this uncle give me the werid face :D
then next,
we went to walk around yishun park, then got thunder,
then i was like " lighting cant stand under trees"
we both look around and we are surrounded by trees.
then we keep screaming our way out :D
but most screaming goes to me!! :D
then 3rd,
we went to meet chris then this lift.
damn scary. going up half way can open, then i scream,
door open, the lift is like below the land, then must jump out,
i was the first one to jump out and scream like mad, and my face went pale
this auntie waterring the plant was like stunned and shock when she heard me scream haha.
ok soo thats its for today :)
going bugis tomorlow haha.

btw nathalie say my hair damn cool :D
haha. bye.
(pss, in love with its alright, its okay song by ashely tisdale :D )

hated by you from the start,
just tell me where i go wrong,
i'ill change, im sorry for the msg.

say what?

2009-05-11T15:38:00.001+08:00

{phtography both by chriss}

damn cool right? ahhaha.

lucky.

2009-05-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

darn still cant upload photos, nevermind.

just came back from malaysia, my grandma is damn cute.
she said this when my dad almsot ordered fish,
" eh, your daughter afraid of fish stilll order! she faint i blame you horh!" ( in chinese of course.)
haha, went shopping bought only 1 clothes :( sad.
neverminds.
bye.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday ...

if i have the courage i would have said,
iloveyou

i stay in love.

2009-05-10T09:42:00.000+08:00

couldnt upload photo today, will try later :)

ok so yesterday went to church with amelia :)
oh went to meet nick first to see his yearbook,
haha chriss picture look darn cute!! hahaha.
then went to church, my worship half way was side tracked :(
then i tried to scream it off, but i couldnt darn it.
so after church went home. was damn sad cause nathalie have to go malaysia , so do i.
so we cant go dance audition and flea market :(
but we signing up for ballet lesson and shopping this few days after exam cause end early :)
then 30 may-5 june, IM GOING THAILAND SHOP LIKE CRAZY! wooo!
ahah.
(pss, last night have an bad dream :( )
ok so after i reach home i on the radio and blast 98.7 fm.
soo i started msging 98.7fm , and it came out 1 hour later haha.
and it was sooo sad because when it came out chriss change the channel.
and he didnt hear it!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.
and that person call me cool.
haha.
ok have to prepare to go malaysia,
im going to presude my dad to let me shop there,
haha i have recently became an shopaholic, i couldnt stop shopping now!
going crazy! hahha. btw i just donated half of my closet clothes to charity and the big bear in my store room, i feel darn kind, :)
haha love. bye.

ilove my grandma :)

2009-05-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

{photography; by Janice}

i have a good dream last night, i sleep immediately after i put down my phone,
amazing huh?
ahah. i love my grandmother,
because when i wake up, she's already awake.
she even went all the way to chong pang to get me my favourite noodle.
i ask for $20, she gave me $50.
and i tried to return to her and she say " if i take it, i wouldnt be your grandmother(in chinese)"
so i smile and gave her a hug,
but im sneaky, i will ask my dad to return her at night :)
she never fails to send me my birthday,christmas and new year gifts.
althought those dresses were way outdated , i would still wear it.
she cook birdnest for me when im in malaysia,
she would gave me extra when there is extra :)
she would cook and buy whatever i like when im in malaysia.
and even scolded my dad for not buying me a new phone :)
yes i love her.
:) she's the only one in my family to say to me,
" girl, follow your dreams, grandma will always be behind you supporting you, go dance :) "
(of course in chinese.)
:) awww right? i love my grandma :)

going to bake a cake alr haha byeee :)

oh jealous much?

2009-05-08T17:23:00.000+08:00

{photography; by orathai}

today literature and maths wasnt as hard as i expected it to be,
so i guess i could pass lit and get great marks for maths :)
hopefully i improve more this year then last year , slacker.
my dad told me yesterday that make me want to study
" laptop road show coming in june."
ok so today me and nat chiong and rush to island immediately after school,
meet up with rachel ,then chriss came along :)
haha alot of akward silence.
then me and nat went to his house,
damn jealous of his house, i thought it was 2 stories only, but then it was 3 stories!
his bedroom is very big!!! and the 3 story was damn cool! can dance there, big screen tv!!
and then his mother sell clothes! cool la.
hahah. love his house man!!
jealous!

so later me and nat left alr, then meet up with raachel again and went home.
they pangseh me and left 1 stop before mine,
then have to sit bus alone home. :(
neverminds hahah.
ok byeeee.

i'ill stay in love with you, (L)

stupid idiot.

2009-05-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

{photography; by unknown. }

i ruin my best friend life.are you happy now janice?!

stop tearing,just shutup and die janice.

phone switched off,

i'ill stay in love with you :)

2009-05-06T18:20:00.000+08:00

{photography ;by janice}
today waited for nat finish her 3 hour punishment from ms rab.

walao i was waitinng alone, but blasting music into my ear through my ear piece and smsing chriss too. hahaha

its like soo tiring and boring :(

then later headed for macs

then to library, then collect my contacts.

then home.

walao that nathalie , i waited for her 3 hours, and i get
" wa i hate you stupid woman,"

:( im very sad .

and i cant go island creamry this friday, soo jealous .

and i made cara re take temperature 2 times today, im very happy :)

haha cara you cheated on me twice!!!

i will NEVER forgive you!

:( im soo loyal and yet you cheated on me!!

:( ahhahaa, ok bye everyone! :)

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it

flame to dust, lovers to friends.

2009-05-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

{picture ;by nathalie}

another blast with clique members today :)
(L) them soo much haha.

after school went to subway with nat and rachel,
cool people like me :) haha except nathalie who doesnt live in her own world!
ok soo after that walk around and home.
ohh.. my brother is sick , SHIT WHAT IF HE HAVE SWINE FLU? :(
aww. i will be lock in too. hahaha.
ok bye :)
btw im not emo in that pic up there okay?!
jsut love that picture effect :)

beautiful wonderful and glorious.

2009-05-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

{photography; by janice & nat}
thinking i have a lot of time but no.
given a chance, i didnt make a sound.
im being held back,
if i say, im sure she'ill hate me to death.
but im gna try,
Lord will be there beside me i know :)

today had a blast in school with adelia,amelia,jiaqi,cara,ellenca and christina.
after school was super happy and was texting the whole way till my piano lesson.
nathalie and christopher were being pulled to find something with me, i think they get irratated by janice's shopping :)
love. and bye.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zekAIixEzD0
what an amazing and beautilful voice,

i love that song.

I go, alone
to watch stupid romance movies
and I sit, wishing
it was your arms wrapped around me and
I just deny
that all i want is a piece of you
but I guess it's true
(L)

God , let me voice out for you!

2009-05-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

God,
i just dont understand.
i have so much question.
i want to talk to you.

of nothing i see.

2009-05-03T10:02:00.000+08:00

{photography ; by janice.}

seeing people fall,crash, burn, screaming in pain and sorrow,
with my own pair of bare eyes.
i felt so useless and helpless.
i want to help , walk up to them and pick them up.
there's no voice, no strength, in me.
nothing in me that could help them up.
watching those faces burn into ashes,
watching them screaming loud and hard in pain.
i couldnt watch on.
i couldnt bare to turn away,
couldnt move my eye away from them.

Lord,
i couldnt bare to watch my family, my friends, my generation.
just fall and burn like that.
i couldnt bare to hear them scream in sorrow and pain.
Give me strength and voice,
let me speak for You , and shine for You and You only.

in school , in public, at home, just everywhere.
i realise, those happy faces arent to be found.
whats going on,?

:'( Lord, whats going on?

studio shoot.

2009-05-02T09:15:00.001+08:00

{photography : by jeremy}

i love this dance family picture :)
there's a ghost between kimberly and orathai hahahaha.
then me and xiangyuan are like the odd one out smiling, ahhahaha.
AND MOTHER GERMAINE COULDNT CONTROL HER LAUGHTER!
(im laughing like mad now.)

ok yesterday had my sutdy dates,
and wow, i was like smsing like mad yesterday ahaha.
soo cool and at night i became my mum little experiment for her company again,
she started puttng like this white mask, then spraying some spray on my face
then later another milk mask?
then some facial and tada, i dont see any difference but my mum can see like i became alittle bit whitter? =="
then i sleep around 11pm then i woke up like now?!
its super early!
ahhhhhhhhhh
but i somehow cant go back to sleep soo im awake now.
hahaa. ok bye.
(shopping online and flea market tomorlow with nat :D )

Happy birthday ah-tee-lia!!!

stay pretty & iloveyou!

hahahahahah see ya in school (L)

people are in the mood of sadness now, with problems everywhere in their mind.
but we still must stay faithful ya? and try to smile, dont let the devil take over!!!
hahaha :)
God did everything for a reason :)

study date with gwen and nat.

2009-05-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

{ photography ;by nat. , grab from gwen face book :D }

ok i just have study date with this two funny friends of mine at my house hhahaa.
hahah gwen thought my mum was my maid and made me laugh like mad, hahaha.
sooo yea studying and playing mini soccer table :)
they was studying while i was reading sing to the dawn and messaging .
and they started talking about me and i totally didnt hear! wth haha.
ok, sooooo might be tricking my parents to bring me to eat where nat is eating :)
pray that it workss haha.
i have a random craving to write something.
wth i shall just write it down.

i kinda like miss you*blush*
yea i know its like wth right,
hahha, ok time for tricking my parents, :) pray it works.
oh i love my study date today :)

im so totally dissapointed in you,
i heard people saying about you and i didnt believe.
but you made me believe.

2009-04-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

{photography ; by jeremy}

i love this photo, because my hair brings out the madness in me that day :)
hahah :)
love it man.
darn it, brother darren today going to watch romeo and juliet play and refuses to smuggle me along.
his school teaching about romeo and juliet sia!~
i wish my school were that cool, like have a class to teach about shakespears and his stories,
i think they are like damn nice and damn romantic, esp romeo and juliet haha,

ok today chinese exam was super difficult i think im going to fail :(
then waited for nat to finish her guitar lesson for 1hour 30 min.
was slacking with regina and germaine while waiting :) lovethem.
then went to eat subway at northpoint with nat again, then the siren from ocbc bank went off.
ouch my ear :(
then later went to hairshop to find hair stuffs, sad i couldnt find anyone that i like.
then christoper came and scare the ass out of me la!
then later went popular with nat and him then i went home
and started shopping on internet for my bag!
i cant seems to find it!
argh
hopefully far east or bugis got sell!
ok i need a new pencil casse, a new bag, a jacket/hoodie.
and of course a haircut.

should i cut my fringe to long bangs then i sweep to the side or stay the same?
i dont like to have short fringes.

so tired and sick and sad.

2009-04-29T17:16:00.001+08:00

{photography; by janice}

As much as i want to cry,
i wouldnt drop a tear,
God says " Stay faithful even when you are failing or dying."
God did everything for a reason,
press on Janice, dont fall, dont fall.
God's promises are true, dont fall.

ilove the girl beside me :)

2009-04-28T18:06:00.000+08:00

{photography; by nathalie}

(hahah see the girl beside me ?
thats nathalie tan ________ (insert chinese name)
hahah she's the best friend anyone could ever have :)
although we have our differences, ups and down,
we went through everything together,
good memories like,
birthday stalkers at amk, island creamry, church camp, starbucks, pool table and soccer table
doing homeworks and many many more that i cant remember :)
haha although we fight, but we seems to be laughing about it right now hahaha.
she's a true friend, i felt sooo guilty when like i pangseh her then she dont feeel angry haha
iloveher soo much! )
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haha okay, soo today after school, eat and study in school with nat for 30 min or so.
then went to woodlands mrt to meet chistoper (i think spell like this)
then we all went to yishun subway to eat,
oh gosh, i cant stop laughing at both of them :)
then later tell some jokes which are like...
OH THEN THIS OLD MAN, WANTED TO STEAL MY PHONE
then i grab it away.
then later he pass us again and he attemp to steal christoper heavy crumpler green bag.
but FAILED
hahahahah nathalie was like laughing non stop, at herself , at her phone.
dont know because of what, hahah
then i went off because my bus came and ta-da im blogging now :)
haha.

frreee phone!

2009-04-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

[photography; by janice]

my phone died on me,
anyone kind enough to lend an extra phone?
prettyy pleaseeee, i will love you lot,
seriously, A LOT PLEASE!

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Before i lose it get composure

pissed

2009-04-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

{photography by janice. }

[post deleted thanks to "....." that talk some sense into me by jsut a sentence hahah thankyou :) ]

starbucks :)

2009-04-26T09:07:00.000+08:00

{photography;by orathai}

yesterday went to orathai house to bring her green bean soup cause she was sick :)
then fight with her to play webcam and talk on my msn haha.
then later went to wait for her to finish her homework and played her piano.
ok. i like need jeremy help now la! im stuck at the 3rd bar of river flows in you :(
JEREMY TAN!!! I NEED LIKE YOUR HELP! hahaha.
ok yesterday went to church,
and my dearest, sweetest, bestest friend came!!!!
NATHALIE!!! OH HOW I LOVE HER!! AHHH :)
upon 10 friends i ask only she came, [beside my dearest sherrie tan :)]

wa, im really dissapointed at myself during church.
my eyes keep looking around the church, hoping to find something.
then i thought, did i come church for God or not.
my heart wasnt at worship at all, no matter how hard i tried to concentrate and worship with all my heart, i couldnt, i seriously hate myself for that,
during the ending, there was another worship yet stil the same thing. argh, i hate myself!!

ok, so after church i went to meet up with nathalie church members for starbucks :)
we went to Sembawang shopping centre to eat our freeee starbucks haha.
i love nathalie church members! they are super friendly and super funny :)
talking about jokes that i hear & never hear before hahaha.
playing staring game and i lost in lesss then 10 sec :(
and of course sharing java chip starbuck coffee with nathalie
& smsing my friend. haha i couldnt stop laughing when i stole nathalie kinder joy toy :)
after that my dad came and fetch me and nat home haha.
then ta-da i reach home and still smsing :)
its soooo fuunnnnnnnnnnnnnn :)
bye.

still at night, i couldnt worship and pray with focus,faith,& my heart.
something is missing there.

orathai house & church :)

2009-04-25T09:05:00.001+08:00

{photography by ms mardiana or ms ang}

hahaha open your big eye and spot me!! i bet you cant spot me :)

and obiviously you spoted benson and jeremy haha.

ok, i have been messaging everyone in my inbox " coming to edgeeee?"

then no one repied execpt for nat,amelia & orathai :)

awww orathai is sick, im going over to her house to accompany her :)

im soo sweet eh? she's gna feature me in her blog, weeee! im going to bring her green bean soup

haha

to all my dear friends who are sick :(

Get well soon & i will love you alot! hahaha.

lets name those who are sick.

orathai- flu.

amelia- fever.

nathalie- same as me, little sore troat and a little flu :)

ok i gotta go like prepare alr :)

bye everyone :)

too cool for school.

2009-04-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

{photography & credits to me :D }

yay, no school for me today, maybe because im too cool?
haha, nah its e-learning.
if you have school today, be jealous then :)
hahah
its soo boring at home :(
my msn cant even sign in for 3 days alr, :( i feel soo ssad.
i feel like playing some lame online games hahaha.
well... its soo boring
,
i have major craving for bubble tea and deserts :)
i feel bad for leaving my ice cream in the freezer.
hahaha.
i shall not let my craving overtake me today, i will stay free from temptation ahhaha :)

[edited at 12.30pm]
talking to nathalie on the phone hahaha. she's cool alright.
hahaha she;s singing kiss me tru the phone
and im editing my blogskin and im done ahaha

Credits of blogskins goes to vehemency and reruntherace.
edited by me :)

afraid.

2009-04-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

i dont wannto talk about today, yes i have fun with sherrie siting beside me, using my phone to sms her bfriend and making me embarassed to death haha.

today had a great christian chat with Sherrie and Nat, and their words really affected me alot.
i feel that im selfish and greedy. i keep asking God for things MORE AND MORE and never ending.
after like He done everything , i didnt worship him, even as i pray even as i worship
my heart was never with me.
i gone crazy over things but never going crazy for God,
words came out of my mouth saying " i love you ,Father."
yet its just words, do i mean anything?...
im afraid to face judgement day, when satan will tempt us,
im afraid to fail, afraid i wouldnt have the strength the faith with me.
i have doubts about God, im afraid very afraid.
will i ever have the faith strong enough to fight back.
will i have the strength to stand up for my God?
will i ever learn to pray , worship with my heart .
im afraid
God im really afraid.
i want to go crazy for God like how i get crazy over many things.
im alone at home, im afraid too.
i dont think i have the strength. :(

new start.

2009-04-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

today have been okay for me, quite smiley face today :)
i spend only $4 today, and tomorlow goal will be $3,
im bringing stuffs to eat in school everyday now to save money.
(you will know why later :D )
hahah tomorlow im not sure if i should go support the basketball people.
but i dont wanna pangseh nathalie, after she skip guitar for me today .. awww.
hahahah and i think i will be complainning about the weather tomorrow anyway haha.
i made my friend jealous the 2nd time today, im very happy :)
hahah ok i have a sudden desicion to make. soo here

1) improve ALOT in dance by end of this year,
2) study and aim for the highest in class.
3) be special, change the way you style from last year .
which means, less shorts, more dresses and jeans :)
4) be rare, more changes.
5) save at least $1000 by end of this year.
6) get a apple macbook laptop.
7) cut bangs? ( im thinking.)

ok. this are the seven things im changing this year :)
i wish i could like made it, for dance improvement, im going to do 30 sit up and crunches (however you spell it) before i sleep everynight.
and train pk and channel when i have time. even in school.
train my split and make sure can do all three kinds of splits.
take a challenge ,hiphop and mr derick dance crew, and ballet classes.
but beside that i will try my very best to get best in class,
im aiming for a scholarship to the dance school in singapore.
and then i will change the way i style, i have enough of shorts for a moment,
jeans and dresses are like soo way nicer now hahaha.
im soo out of fashion but thats good right? rareee :)
hahah ohh!! soo many dresses that i could wear out! pretty pretty dresses :)
then i bring food to school to eat and spend at least less the $3 in school
then get my dad to buy me a apple macbook laptop and my new phone.
then i will get my stylist cousin to help me see if i look good in bangs.
AHH! CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BACK FROM HAIRSTYLE AND CUT TRANING IN MALAYSIA! then i will have my own stylist :) hahaha.
im crapping too much, well byebye.
:)
nathalie says :"janice stares at her phone everyday , tsk tsk."
hahahahahahahah

ta-da

2009-04-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

hahah janice is back :)
yupp my computer spoild like since friday.
lets blog from friday okay?
haha,.
on friday i reach home and realise i was locked out of house :(
i chatted on phoone with nathalie and sms a friend :)
hahah then after that my dad called to ask me go book the game room.
soo i went in all by myself, only smsing and watching tv for the pass 3 hour.
then i reach home my dad bring my brother to watch movie then again.
he accompany me message for like hours while i was baking cake =="
haha, then my mum bought pizza home :)
ok then finish,
on saturday went for dinner :)
then on sunday.
i went to find nathalie at northpoint cause we decided to head for island creamry to do her tution. (im her maths tutor! haha i help her pass maths :)
then i see her with her church members. ( i knew them)
soo i " tap" nathalie and wanted to walk away, but joanne caught me,
soo she called out "janice"
and everyone started crowding around me :)
haha i feel like a star! yay me!!
ok then headed for island creamry and blah blah blah.
played with doggies :)
hhha.
then monday, piano as usual. my uncle came to my house.
today, nothing much, got locked out of my house again cause i dont have glass door key.
man i have the urge to make everyone jealous. espically.... neverminds.
hahah. bye everyone soo much to explore after 3 days of missing in actions in computer hahah
:) bye.

its fiinnally over.

2009-04-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

yes, syf is finally over, everyone have been waiting for this day .
because those 4 months of traning have been really tiring.
but during those 4 months with mr derick and ms vanessa.
it really been very great, there's always noises.
beside mr derick fierce loud scold, and ms vanessa cute china accents .
there's always laughter between all the dancers and teachers :)
i already miss those times.
we trained for 4 months.
and it all ended in just 5-6 mins.
sometimes i really hate going to dance practices.
but now i really hope i can go dance practices again.
i miss dancing with ms vanessa.
and ms vanessa, i will really miss you.
throughtout my 4 years of dancing, you are the best teacher i ever had :')
(im crying, oh soo embarassing)
when you go back, i really hope you ccan come back
and i will pray for your mum's operation :)
iloveyou ms vanessa, im sorry if i let you down today .

im soo looking forwards to our next practices next term,
and alsoo MODERN DANCE CHALET!!!
:) hahaha.

tomorlow will be our result.
no matter what we get, will know we did the best we could!
haha , i think i will cry tomorlow.
ok im stinky and full of make up.
bye.
(oh btw i watcch seventeen again with germaine,orathai,cara, and jeremy.)
:)

why now why why why!

2009-04-15T20:56:00.001+08:00

today have been the saddest day of my life.
yes i was really happy in the morning.
but this came too suuddeen.
soo many things that crash today.
why is she leaving? we cant make her stay because her mum needs her in china.
we'ill really miss her.
now. it will not be about making our school proud or winning any prizes in syf.
its about her. we will be all putting 100% of our effort in, our dance in , dance till we faint.
let her know we put in 101% for her, let her see that those 4 months of trainning with her
it aint wasted.
we will really miss you miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _.(insert name)
you are the best dance instructor i ever had in my 4 years of dancing.
:')
tomorlow is the big day.
everyone do not.
I REPEAT, DO NOT BREAK DOWN!
we are doing this for her alrights? :')
put your strength, emotions and everything in place.
:)
good luck everyone.
say NO to the devil that is pulling us down,
he wants us to break down. sooo we should go against it!
good luck and jia you everyone!~!!

hungry/.

2009-04-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

today isnt any better then yesterday.
but im sure thursday will be a good day, because SYF! and island creamry.
dance today was not "dance."
we have two rounds of full out,
then we did our hair,
mr derick tied my hair and i think it drop a few strands, damn pain :(
alot of wax used on my hair :(
tomorlow will be kind off full dress.
remind me to bring costume,sole protector and make up remover.
._. :( :'(

told my dad not to buy my dinner, and i ended up starving,
reach home, i have a super headache and my face were pale white.
could see im lacking of blood again :(
hahaha im eating cake now, eeeww fattening.
bye.

today aint better,

a very bad bad day.

2009-04-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

from morning till now, 7.20pm.
im having a bad day, the few hours till midnight has yet to come, and whats coming i aint sure.
i have a very bad hairday and i dont know why i feel very sad today.
thanks nathalie for being my listening ear :) iloveyou!
k bye people.

i keep wondering if God really heard my prayer,
i know He does, but he aint answering me.
i keep telling myself " God did everything for a reason."
but then i cant seems to find the reason.
eek, i hate to be sad, i want to be hyper like every single day!
i want to say NO to the devil yet i cant seems to find my strength.

i hate you but i have to love you.

2009-04-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

ok, ii cant seems to upload photos today because its seriously damn lag.
haha i wore my new dress + jeans today :) i think i look damn ridiculous,
but my super good hairday helped :)
soo the way you style your hair helps in how you wear :)
hahah and confidence too.

have you ever seen a pretty girl walking down the street in fear?
hahah confidence is all it takes :) dont care what people think,
its what you think :)
typical singaporeans, they think too much about how people thinks thats why
singapore people doesnt wear trendy clothes like america,austrillia, blah blah blah.
i bet alot of girls out dare cant wait to bring out their pretty dresses,tops,and shorts
out to see singapore eh? hahahaha.

ok, then in the morning meet up with regina,ellenca,jeremy,orathai,and gwen :)
camwored in the bus ! yay!!!
i love photography and camworing :)
then later reach already. then im like what shit! damn coollldddddd :(
then wore regina cardigan :) thanks her!!
hahaha then worship with planetshakers started :)
damn hyper, but only jump once.
then later service, i didnt really hear alot, cause im distracted.
and my backpain ==" regina says im getting old.
hahha if you people haven notice,
i got distracted easily :) soo im kinda random eh?
hahah

ok then headed with regina to this place beside the singapore indoor stadium,
then we dont know what to eat, went around like 100 times (exazerating)
then we went in to every food store. sit down, and think " too expensive"
then walk out! hjahahaha damn funny.
after minutess and seconds of strolling around and thinking.
we went to the basement and bought chips and drink and chocolate for regina:)
then later sit bus to dhouby ghaut, cause we didnt know how to go nearest mrt =="
after that sit mrt to kallang, and took the wrong side of 67,
then went all the way to geylang? what the hell.
then the bus sit all the way to payalebar, i saw an mrt station and we get down immediately
then we wanted to go back to kallang to sit the right 67 again, but then chriss told me is 20 minute ride.
soo me and regina was like " change plan."
then we mrted to marina bay. then all the way to yishun
and I SOOO KIND! hahhahaah
ok here's the story/.

an old lady walk in and finding for place.
then i stood up and she sit :)
aww right?

hahah i know janice is sooo kind :)
then went yishun bought stuffs from basement, walk around and landed in macs for1 hours.
then went to popular, then my bus came and i went home,
poor regina have to kill time soo she can meet her boyfriend at 6++ pm.
tsktsk, that boyfriend of hers ar, how can you make her wait?
hahahahah im goona scold you but then later regina scold me :(
hahahah, ok im going to tell you all an interesting fact.
if you buy me a hot pink/pink heart carebear, and a mars chocolate bar.

IM GOINNG TO LOVE YOU ALOT!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE SERIOUSLY ALOT!!!!!!!!
hahahah :)
my mum gave me a toy dog as a present then its soo cute!
i hug it while i sleep:)
oh and..
YAY MY PIANO ARRIVE ALREADY!
YAY I GOT A PIANO AT MY HOUSE ALR!!!!!!!!

alone at orchard.

2009-04-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

whoa today have been a very different day for me :)
haha.
ok soo woke up and went far east with orathai in the morning.
too early, all stalls were not open.
soo okay. then later she left to go flea market with her friend.
then i went shopping alone at far east for 3 hours waiting for my mum to finish work
i bought a $45 dress, and $18 dress. soo im like left with $5 for tomorlow.
then my mum finish work go home with her. we bought 3 fruit cake.
my dad started scolding me like mad when i got home cause i forget to close the window=="
then later mum gave me $10, and i cant wait for the planet shakers concert tomorlow :)
hhaha :)
my mum scolding my brother . hate it when my family soo noisy, hope is like damn quiet one la.
i love it when my family is quiet,
i hate being alone; but shopping alone is alright.
i hate being quiet with my friends; damn irratating.
i love it when me and my friends go mad; its what we do :)
i love it when i go shopping ; im a shopaholic :)
i love it when i end this post; and here i am ending it, SOON.

hahah ok im going to island creamry after syf on thursday!!
ohh cant wait! actually going tomorlow but then damn rush nat have to reach home at 4 :(
walao, i really want to go island creamry! ahhhhhh ice cream ice cream ice cream!!
thats all i can think of now :)
hahaha icee creammmmm :)
oh btw im bankrupted.
im left with $200 for the resst of this month :(